Nowadays, its gettin so hard for me to sleep. why? maybe everything's complete shit. There isn't much to love but im pretty sure with that one i love most :) I dont like people around me. I pretend i do. Sometimes for about plenty of hours i actually believe i do. But in the end its always goin the same. Alone and trust no one. Maybe my heart is just cold and black. Frigid. I make things so damn complicated but thats just me. Ohh i need a shrink =.=' sighh
